Today is Day 9 on NOS. This last week has been absolutely ridiculously hectic. Between phonecalls with Mom, her nurse, Dr., sister, Dad, etc..... Working, tests at school, T working extra jobs, hardly any sleep..... and to top it all off, we are hosting the football game at our house. Thank goodness for NOS! We are having chili, chicken, pork tenderloin, steaks, meatballs, bbq weenies, queso dip, free flowing beer and vodka w/ mixers...... yea. I'm going to partake in a bit, but really don't want too much of it. I'm sure there will be plenty of leftovers and I have already enjoyed my S day at work today. I have had brownies that I made last weekend and waited for me all week in the freezer, and some PB Lindt truffles and coffee. Oh, I had a chai tea latte this morning as well. Yea, I'm going a bit overboard right now, but I'm still on plan and still losing, so I guess I'm just getting this excess out of the way. I already feel like I am overeating and crave a good hunger. I wasn't used to eating 3 meals a day.
Started at 127 last Friday. That was my highest in probably 3 years...... At least. But I am back on bc pills, and have played with 3 different hormone levels this year alone. My body is probably pissed at me. I was 104 on New Years Day 2008... Moving out/Breaking up.... Moving In/New Relationship... Finishing X-Ray School... Starting Radiation Therapy School... Mom's Diagnosis.... It's all taken quite a toll.
Blah. Blah.
Going to do some work now.
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